Her eyes were completely red and her eyebrows and eyelashes were turned completely black because of her makeup, tears and she was rubbing her eyes with fingers and still tears were coming from her eyes, but she was setting too calm on the railway platform, I thought she was crying for missing the train, but she was not a kid to cry she could get another train too but why to cry, I didn't know how to ask her that why she cry because, I was looking for a reason to start talking with her and I asked her that when is the next train coming becaus I also missed the train? She looked to me from up to down and then started speaking German language unlucky I was not able to speak that very well and I couldn't understand what she said, I asked her if she can speak English, reply was “no English” than I asked her Arabic? she said No, Turkish ? “yes yes” she replied and we both started speaking Turkish, she was from turkey and she told me that the train is coming after 20 mins.
She told me that she saw me while I was buying the water the train have gone, well this gave me a chance to ask her that why she missed the train and why she cry? “I lost my purse and now I am too far from home and I have no card no money, I was confused wither to take the train or not and in that confusion I missed the train, but I am going to take the next train I don't care what ever happens” she said that “I lost my purse and now I am too far from home and I have no card no money, I was confused wither to take the train or not and in that confusion I missed the train, but I am going to take the next train I don't care what ever happens” she said that your purse?” I asked her, she gave me a sad smile and said that she is not a kid to cry for purse, again I asked” than why you cry?” this time she told me the truth and she told me that she broke up with her boyfriend an hour ago and the reason was that her boyfriend was looking to other girls, this made me a little sad because leaving a boyfriend with such a small reason is not fair and I am also a boy and always I look to beautiful girls , but that doesn't mean I make them my girlfriends .
The train was about to arrive, I asked her if she want to go with my ticket because I had a young plus ticket which allow two persons to travel during the weekends, she accepted that and said if it's not a problem for me she will be thankful, “oh don't worry no problem at all” I told her and she became a little happy and I saw a smile on her face, she was still rubbing her eyes, and because of hard rubbing she was about to hurt her eyes, I told her not to do that, “but I look so terrible, will you please help me clean my eyes” she asked me to do that, I was not expecting this and I had to do that because it was me who told her not to rub her eyes too hard , I said her” okay”. I took my water bottle from the bag and asked her to put some water on her face, and she did that than I gave her some tissue paper to clean her face with that and she did but still some black color was remaining on her eyebrow, this time I got no other choice without cleaning that my own self and I got close to her and started cleaning her eyebrow slowly, while I was cleaning her eyebrow I realized that she had damn pretty eyes and that raised some feelings in me, to be honest until midnight that day I was not able to forget her eyes. The train arrived and we both took the train, we talked a lot in the train we both laughed to each other while her station arrived, her station was thirty minutes earlier than mine, and at the end she told me strange things, she told me that “ I was always thinking that girls suffer from boys but I was wrong “ and she kissed my hand and said that she don't deserve to kiss my lips and then said a good bye and got off the train.
now her last saying raised some questions in my mind, do girls really suffer from boys or boys really suffer from girls???
