Have you ever faced a situation in life where you think you are the biggest loser?
And all the people around trust you and they all believe that you are a gentleman, a successful man and someone who deserve everything. But you don't believe yourself and you think you are lost, same happened to me.
Before coming to Germany I was happy and quite successful in what I was doing, but from the day I came to Germany the situation was changing day by day into the worse side, because the trust I had on my own self was getting weak day by day and at the end I faced a situation where I was not able to do my own planned works, at night I was planning the tasks for the day but I was sleeping whole day, I was planning to be as I was but I couldn't, exams which I never scared from made me scare, I was the person who never believed on impossibility but everything was looking impossible for me, I was opening the book but watching movie, teacher was giving me home work I was missing the class, to tell you simply I thought life is just something boring, because I had everything to tell you simply I thought life is just something boring, because I had everything But still I was thinking that I had nothing, I was a loser and lost.
When people get lost on the way they ask people around to help them find the way and I was lost in living so I send a detailed mail of my situation to one of my teacher, she is from turkey 81 years old, I worked with her for a few days and I have learned a lot from her that is why I call her teacher and I always keep in touch with her because she always tell me a lots of good things.
After two days I have received an email from her and she told me that “ Dear popal!
Thanks from your email, and looks like you really suffer, but don't worry my dear everything is going to be all right, look my dear, there are a lots of ways in life to discover essence of your being, and an inner way that enables you develop your inner life is spirituality which have a central role in self-help, my dear just focus on your inner life ( spirituality) and everything will be all right soon, I hope this will help you my dear"
When I read her email that give me some hope and she was right I was just focusing that how to enjoy, but I was missing a big part of life which is spirituality, and living without spirituality is like living with one eye , so I went to one of the highest hill of the city which have a great view, and sat there for a few hours alone, these few hours could change me back to what I was. But I am happy now and I hope you guys are not lost like me.
